Most would say I'm quite a tough cookie, even recently a fortune teller suggested I be more open to love !!
Now don't get me wrong I am a loving person but when comes to relationships, in quite guarded.
Then out of nowhere, like a punch in the face, my Kryptonite arrives.
The one guy who manages to get right under my skin and knocks me for six!
Now of course, it's never smooth sailing. He most definitely isn't Prince Charming and he didn't sweep me off my feet. In fact there was absolutely nothing 'Fairytale' about this 'Romance,' not even remotely. Without my permission he managed to take over a tiny space of my heart and unfortunately a bigger part of my brain, which is so frustrating!
It's incredibly hard to not get caught up in it all and you can't help the way you feel about somebody. The worse bit about it is that he is oblivious to the whole ordeal.
It would be so much easier to be able talk about it, to at least try and make some sense of it. However he is with someone, so that's not an option nor is it fair.
So this year on Valentines Day, I've made a deal with Cupid! It doesn't have to be urgent, it doesn't have to be in the near future but it does have to be simple!
Just two people who can fall head over heels in Love! Just in the good old fashioned fairytale way and live happily ever after !
T
Xxxx
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